So because of comedian Matteo Lane, I have discovered I am Synesthetic.
I dont have the colors thing, I have the one where I see the year as the wheel above. Not only that, but I can look across, from December and see June as hot and sunny. December is cold. Its WOODEN btw. Its almost like a Zoetrope
I also think the word ENVELOPE probably tastes like the Shaklee Weight Loss pudding from the 1980s, like thick Flan.
Im bad at math.
I taught myself German when I was 13, I started taking Russian but I quit cause that was when the effects of my mothers narcissistic parenting started to effect my daily life.
So I am Pansexual. TBH I probably would have been happiest if I was a gay man. BUT, Im a woman, so.......
Anyway, I know Synesthetes have high rates of being LGBTQ. So I wonder if maybe LGBTQ people are all Synesthetic but just dont know it cause, look, I thought seeing the year as a wheel was just normal. I watch Matteo Lanes comedy and then I looked up Synesthesia and found out about the wheel. There needs to be a large scale test.
So look I wrote a blog post about homosexuality and what I found was it probably occurs in the 14th week of gestation when gender and gender characteristics of a fetus get locked in. I think it is epigenetic. I think the Xq28 gene gets turned on by hormones in the Mothers body. Lesbians are formed by Testosterone and Gay Men, Progesterone. Progesterone supplements sometimes can cause ANXIETY, just leaving that sit there.
Its also why some women are tall, athletic and more sexual than others who are short, softer and feminine. Im pan and Im the tallest woman in my family. It all occurs in the 14th week.
Matteo Lane says that Synesthesia is when the senses overlap when the fetus is forming, so why cant that also be GENDERS overlapping too? Like a sort of Chimerism?
Just wondering out loud.


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